Monday, February 4, 2013

Sundays ??


This question is irking me from a long time... i kinda hv mixed feelings about SUNDAYS....... Right from Monday to Saturday I keep thinking about sundays,nd ways to use it productively... bt the scene changes...

Sunday morning.. " i hv got all the day to use productively.. so wats wrong in using sme fr me(actually itswasting sme fr me)

After using my day fr me fr an hour or two....idea of productive usage of sunday resurfaces in my mind..
then " Oh! C'mon dis is d only day i get to use fr my self.. wats wrong in using some more 4 me...

Dis goes on till noon nd at lunch" Oh! wasted a lot of time in the morning need to use the rest of my day productively.., kinda cool to take a nap before i start using my day productively.."

Waking up in the evening  "My goodness my li'l nap turned out to be a deep sleep.".."Holy Shit.. what had i done all the day.. Man I really wasted this sunday.. any ways 'll think of using next sunday productively.."

Sitting lonely on my terrace- starts thinking about hell lot of things and sme irky questions come up like
       
        " What's wrong with me"
         
        "What's happening to me"

       " What's the thing with my life"
         
         "What am i up to"
 
         "Where am i headed to"

         "What will happen of me "

Then strangely I heard a voice today- it started like a whisper in my ears nd in minutes it turned out to loud screams. i can sense anger in those screams though the words were not so clear.. then slowly those words were very clear and the voice as well is of some one whom i know.. not jus i know dat voice but a voice i can never forget..... those words are nothing bt my names almost all of them are my pet names then i realized that voice nd i was shocked ....

" That voice was of my MOM and those screams are about nothing  but my dinner....."

then i took out my mobile nd looked at the time << Its 8'o clock>>
I slowly descended the stairs nd finished my dinner nd jumped on to bed making promises to my self
       
                          " This will be the last sunday I am gonna waste"